Now that a certain notorious politician has claimed to be a Presbyterian, I feel more defensive than ever about my chosen denomination. Presbyterians were already thought to be stuffy, judgmental, mired in ecclesiastical bureaucracy, and slow to see the light in many areas of social justice. Who me??

I hope you’ll notice when you click on the Second Church site listed with my Interests and Activities that it looks like a much livelier place than that. In fact, my particular church family doesn’t fit any of the dour descriptions mentioned above.

Today is Tuesday. Early every Tuesday morning for decades, I’ve met with a small group of friends at the church to study the Bible. I use the word “study” rather loosely, because we aren’t really trying to parse out the theological meaning of the thing. We’re just trying to see what guidance we can gather from the sum of human experience and wisdom captured in the Book. It’s possible that the things we say would make the hair of an educated Presbyterian theologian stand on end.

We’re confident that God has an open mind.

I grew up “generic Protestant.” My mom was a PK–preacher’s kid–her father having been a pastor with the Evangelical United Brethren Church in the Midwest. My dad, as a young teen, chose to be baptized in the Baptist church near where he lived in the Northeast part of Kansas City, Missouri. During most of my childhood, my dad served in the U. S. Air Force, and we moved quite frequently. Thus, my experiences with worship and Christian education ranged from non-denominational to Dutch Reformed to Anglican to Methodist. Living in other countries, I became acquainted with many traditions: Catholic, Muslim, Buddhist. As an adult, I took up with the Presbyterians, mostly because I liked the people in the pews at that particular church. I still do.

I’ll have more to say about my theology, my faith, my doubt. But for me, the contemplation of what we conveniently call God begins and ends in mystery.

THEOLOGY

 

When silence took the shape of sound
and the first light flashed clear,
what had eyes to see it with
or ears to hear?

 

How frivolous a bird’s song is,
superfluous the sun–
the unutterable whimsy
of a dark unknown.

 

Barbara Loots
Road Trip

I’m a recovering redhead. Well, about to be. Today I had the stylist snip off most of my hair, in order to set the stage for growing out the color to what might turn out to be sophisticated silver, grand dame gray, or wisdom white. I don’t know yet.

I’ve spent several years contemplating this turning point. A close friend actually bet me that I wouldn’t stick with my decision, once the results were in–or out, as the case may be. I didn’t accept the bet. My daddy taught me never to bet except on a sure thing, and that would not include my cosmetic decisions. Nevertheless, the offered bet stands as a challenge to my resolve, and I’m looking forward to the forthcoming appearance in my mirror of someone resembling the glamorous Judi Dench.

I’ve been a redhead all my life, not counting the years from birth to age seventeen. That’s when I made the decision to become a redhead for life, and never changed my mind. The shade, yes. The idea, no. Being a redhead, not unlike being a blonde, I suppose, created a social expectation that perfectly matched my inner personality. Enthusiasm, quirkiness, sunny disposition, a certain amount of mystery–whatever character traits might be associated with redheads–I already had. Never underestimate the destiny fulfilled by hair color.

I’ll keep you posted on what happens next.