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GIVING UP RELIGION

I’m giving up religion for Lent. There. I’ve said it. The next forty days or so, I can devote my theological study hours to something comprehensible, like Bitcoin or The United States Constitution or Virus Data. Just kidding. Sort of.

Religion has been among the most disappointing of human interventions for understanding the mystery of life. Nothing human can be perfect, I know, but surely we could have prevented ourselves from spoiling, almost without exception, the enlightened discoveries of certain historic individuals, like Buddha and Abraham and Ahkenaten and Zoroaster and Jesus and Muhammad and Akbar. Their respective insights concerning the Ineffable were brilliant and beautiful. The religions that grew up after them? Not so much.

It doesn’t help that I’ve been reading Isabel Wilkerson’s Caste. Her descriptions of how the legacies of certain beliefs around the world have perpetrated inhuman suffering make my stomach churn, even though it isn’t news to me. I also launched into a “cover the whole book in one year” reading schedule of the Bible, a personal refresher course, only to find myself, this month, in bloody Leviticus. Obviously, any sacred text requires interpretation. But it’s hard to read these ancient Hebrew scriptures knowing that certain “believers” today describe this entire book as word-for-word, straight from the mouth of God orders for life. If this scripture was what Jesus grew up learning, I wonder how he ever managed to proclaim “God is love.”

As a girl, I lived in a Buddhist country, a Muslim country, and a Roman Catholic country. As a docent in a major art museum, I’ve delved into the iconography of religious traditions from China and Ancient Egypt and India. As a practicing Protestant Christian since childhood, I’ve worshiped and studied in several denominations, from Dutch Reformed to Southern Methodist to Presbyterian (PCUSA sect). And I’ve attempted to practice, from time to time, forms of spirituality in the Roman Catholic tradition. I’m only in my 75th year of age, so perhaps there’s still time for me to discover the final answer.

But for Lent this year, I think I’ll let go of religion. I’m going to try to grab on with clarity to the free-form faith that God, by some name or other, or no name at all, has a love for creation—the earth and everyone and everything on it—an absolute love available for humanity to participate in. For that, we just need some humility, some gratitude, some wonder, some mercy and generosity towards every other being, animate or inanimate, as evoked in Robin Wall Kimmer’s love-filled book, Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge, and the Teachings of Plants.

I’m not doing religion, at least for now. But I’m not giving up on Jesus, whose forever presence as Christ in the world originally and truly revealed to humanity the message of compassion over judgment, servanthood over power, love over death. That’s a message I’m not giving up.

PHILOSOPHER, POET, PROPHET

A story about myself I’ve often retold was provided by my father.  He recalled the time when he heard a six-year-old voice pipe up from the backseat of the car.  The middle sister of three asked the question:  “Daddy, where do they get the things to make the things to make the things to make the things….?”  At that moment, says my dad, “I knew I had a philosopher on my hands.” Indeed.  Getting down to causes might be considered the essential issue of philosophy, beginning with Thales in c. 580 BCE. (see note)

Even so, it never occurred to me to study philosophy as such until my senior year of college. Among my friends at the Wesley Foundation (Methodist hangout) was a coterie of older girls endlessly arguing about things like a priori and a posteriori. I admired them a great deal, and understood them not at all.  So, with a block of hours to spend on anything, I signed up for Intro to Philosophy. I might have been seriously risking my grade point average.

The course was taught by Professor Sevin Kunt, a petite woman of Indian heritage who had the gift of making things clear. I’d study the assignment from Herodotus or Hegel or whomever, entirely befuddled, until, in class, she announced, “Let me help you make the distinctions.”  And she did. Ideas clicked into place, at least for a time.  Dr. Kunt once allowed that she fell in love with her husband-to-be when he said, oh so romantically, “I worship the ground on which you make distinctions.” He was right about that. In addition to helping me learn how to think, the professor won my forever gratitude when she returned my final paper. It was, I noticed in later years, a rather naïve defense of my Christian theology at the time. Dr. Kunt had nothing to say about the particulars of my belief, only this:  You have answered the essential philosophical questions.  She gave me an A.

Early in life, with this undercurrent of philosophical speculation, I began to express my thoughts and ideas in the form of poetry. I didn’t “intend” to be a poet. That’s just the way it came out. I liked some poets, and some poetry, and I discovered that my teachers did, too. Good for brownie points. (eg. “Why I Daydreamed in History Class” dedicated to Mrs. Vann at Greenville High School.) A poem could be short. Rhyme and meter were fun. I wasn’t good at making up stories, but I was good at looking around at nature, for example, and putting two and two together to make infinity, as in metaphor and other imagery.

My poems that survive in my books and in my portfolio are about telling the truth: This is what I saw. This is what it felt like. What does it mean?  In the end, the meaning is left up to the reader.

Turns out that simply seeing things and speaking the truth is also what prophets do. Poems from early in my writing life continue to speak, if only to me, in new ways. They are truthful and meaningful in ways I did not necessarily appreciate or anticipate at the time I wrote them. They are timeless as documents of experience and insight.  That is what could be called a prophetic voice.

I wrote poems as they came to me, often in a rush of “inspiration.”  In fact, after decades of work as a poet, I think the poems that come “in a rush” are my best.  “A rush” also describes the way I end up with blog posts like this.  The impulse to say something comes to me so strongly that I can’t get on with anything else until I write it down.  I think it’s a form of addiction:  the urge, the high, the relief of writing.

Call it what you will,  the voice of the universe sometimes speaks to me. I don’t decide what or when. I merely transmit it as best I can.  Over a lifetime, I’ve collected the tools—words, grammar, history, experiences—and I use them to make the transmission as clear and truthful as I can.  Philosopher, poet, prophet.  Same thing.  I was born that way.

As to the original question that came out of my six-year-old mouth: I might have grown up to be a physicist had my dear old dad (or anyone) been able to make me love math.

Note: My go-to book for understanding Western philosophy is my 1988 copy of Looking at Philosophy: The Unbearable Heaviness of Philosophy Made Lighter by Donald Palmer, teacher and humorous illustrator.  You can still find it in updated editions.  Recommended.

THE ENEMY IS FEAR

Fear is the enemy. How many times have I written about that on this blog?  From the Bible* to FDR**, warnings against the power of fear have been my persistent theme in support of unity, security, and progress.

A New York Times essay by Sabrina Tavernise (January 29, 2021) derives from the experience of a professional woman and mother caught up online in the conspiracy theories of QAnon.

Mr. Trump may be gone from government, but Ms. Perron believes that the ground is still fertile for conspiracy theories because many of the underlying conditions are the same: widespread distrust of authority, anger at powerful figures in politics and in the news media, and growing income inequality.

Unless there are major changes, Ms. Perron said, the craving will continue.

“Trump just used us and our fear,” she said. “When you are no longer living in fear, you are no longer prone to believe this stuff. I don’t think we are anywhere near that yet.”

In America now, we have moved from fear of “Big Government” sucking up resources and regulating our lives to the fear that people with guns will invade the Capitol and murder members of Congress.  Oh wait.  That’s not just a vague “fear.”  That actually happened.  Through the power of lies and gossip and fear, it could happen again.

As a citizen of this country, what are you afraid of?   Name it, please.  Name the fear and name the agencies and individuals causing or promoting that fear.  What you can name, you can take civil steps to confront: by your voice, by your vote, by your refusal to let fear blind you to your power—your power to take action in ways other than violence.

How does the idea of health care for everyone cause you to fear?  How does the right of every citizen to vote cause you to fear?  How does access to abortion cause you to fear? How do efforts to advance the cause of environmental protection cause you to fear?  How does public education cause you to fear? How does a group of people not like you cause you to fear? You might try substituting the word “Why?”

Freedom is pretty good notion, embraced by our Constitution as “liberty.”  Yet most people do not rear their children with unlimited liberty.  Your toddler can’t be trusted to stay out of the cookie jar, the medicine cabinet, or the busy street. Nor should we think that liberty without limits is good for a nation.  Ramp that up to government officials, industrial czars, thugs with guns, and religious enforcers.  Lines have to be drawn, with compassion, common sense, and a view to future life.  When the lines of love are clear, fear gives way to freedom.

Fear not.  Figure out what and whom you love.  Put your priorities of love to work in positive ways to make those major changes that will be good for us all.

 

 

*I’ve read that the phrase “Don’t be afraid” or some variation of it appears in the Bible 365 times—good counsel for every day of the year.

**Famously, “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.” FDR–1933 Inaugural Address

 

WORDS MATTER

As soon as I came upon Senator Josh Hawley using the word “irregardless” I knew the jig was up for him. Anyone who abuses the English language like that doesn’t deserve to be a leader in America.

Okay, okay. I’m speaking in hyperbole. There are many more significant reasons why the above-named demagogue doesn’t deserve to be a leader in America. However, I’m thinking that the erosion of civility in our country arises directly from the fact that millions of people evidently do not fully appreciate the meaning and power of the words they read and hear and thoughtlessly toss off. Here’s an example from a news account of the recent violent occupation of the nation’s Capitol by thugs and idiots.

One man who made his way into the Senate chamber reached Pence’s chair on the Senate dais. [He]… left a note on the vice president’s desk that read in part, “it’s only a matter of time, “justice is coming.”… [The man]— who has been charged with two felonies, including threatening congressional officials — told investigators he was glad to reach Pence’s desk because he believes the vice president is a child-trafficking traitor, but said he did not mean the note as a threat. [boldface mine]

By “justice” did he mean, “Honor and respect for the legally affirmed election of Joe Biden as President of the United States” or did he mean, “Hang Mike Pence”? I don’t have to think too hard: in this situation, the words the man used were a threat.

In the coming weeks, there will be plenty of parsing over what people “actually meant” when they said what they said. As in the dim political past, we’ll be asked to give thought to “what ‘is’ is” or similar statements. Pundits will argue about what was said, who said it, what the words did or did not mean, and whether or not these consequences were driven by those words.

Pundits have permission to quibble. Pundits (and poets) know very well how to use words. They can create what we call “spin,” that is, interpretative flavor. They can weave thoughts into powerful metaphor. They can articulate word pictures that slam home an emotional experience. Shaping language to serve a particular purpose isn’t the same as outright lying, although lying, too, is a keen skill of some writers. In any case, professional writers, whether in fact or fiction, choose words with intent. They know what they are saying. So do internet “influencers.” But what about those thugs and mobs, with their slogans, chants, and signs? Merely saying, “I didn’t mean it that way” doesn’t let them off the hook.

Chuck Wexler, director of the Police Executive Research Forum, said this: “This is an evolution ….What happened at the Capitol the other day is new territory. Going from freedom of speech to participating in a riot where a police officer dies, that takes it to a new level.”

Words—the spelling, the meaning, the impact—are universally abused in today’s media environment, often in fewer than 280 characters, including spaces. It’s so easy. People forget not only how to be civil but also how their words, intended or not, can make things happen.

What constitutes “free speech” will depend a great deal on how we as a nation choose to respect the power of words to inspire, inform, indoctrinate, and sometimes, incite.

“The pen is mightier than the sword.” Remember that one?

RUDE AWAKENING

By the time the morning papers arrive online, the headlines and articles are mostly redundant.  However, I’m happy to see fresh reports today that many of the president’s communication accounts have been permanently cancelled.  He’s struggling to find ways to get his ravings into circulation.  Communication constipation is, regrettably, not fatal.

As much as I hate the way media fan the flames of agony and uproar, I don’t want this fire to die down.  Reports on what actually occurred in the Capitol building, and who did it, are beyond alarming.  Not to mention five people dead.  And there’s the possibility that the same thug conspirators are planning something equally terroristic for the January 20th Inauguration Day–with the promise that their fuhrer won’t be attending.

This morning I received a long (and rare) email from my colleague Veda, head of the PEB Schools in Pakistan, which I have supported for more than a decade.  She is heartsick over the shock and humiliation of the American image, and the Christian image, in her native country.  She’s an America citizen now, but faces equally problematic attitudes towards Christians, or “Christians,” in this country.  The labels Christian, patriot, and Republican are forever besmirched with the feces those invaders reportedly left in the Capitol building. What else I fail to understand are the senators Hawley and Cruz.  They are smeered with feces, too, with their heads up their own backsides.

Reverence and awe are in short supply among the ignorant and unwashed–as so many of the rioters appeared to be.  Even the T was heard to remark on video that they looked “low class.”  Well, did he expect anyone more sophisticated than his rally gangsters to show up for his insurrection??   Of course, it takes one to know one, as playground bullies will say: low class recognizes itself.

I pray for impeachment.  Even with the threat that a trial will interfere with the business of Congress immediately upon entry of the Biden administration, the soon-to-be-ex-president must face consequences that prevent him from ever running for office.  After that, other criminal charges of all kinds should be pursued as well.

As for his loyal followers??  What will burst their bubble of delusion??  We know that millions of so-called evangelicals have adhered for decades to a deluded theology proclaimed by their preachers and prophets in the churches.  Why would they not cling to their political hero?

I’m not accustomed to crude thinking, and the language that goes with it.  I feel besmirched myself.  However, sometimes a sense of righteousness impels one to turn over tables and whip the blasphemers out of hallowed places.  I accept responsibility for being mad as hell.

In the contemporary paraphrase called The Message, one of my guiding scriptures reads thus:

How can I stand up before God….?…He’s already made it plain how to live, what to do, what God is looking for in men and women. It’s quite simple: Do what is fair and just to your neighbor, be compassionate and loyal in your love, And don’t take yourself too seriously–take God seriously.

Love and compassion.  Fairness and justice.  These are not weak beliefs and fuzzy behaviors.  They are strong and certain actions of faith and government that can and will prevail.

IT’S CHRISTMAS

It’s Christmas. The time of year when Christians celebrate the arrival of God on earth in the person of a tiny baby. Odd, isn’t it, how this incredible (read: unbelievable) story has been elaborated: Angel announcements. Miraculous star. Amazed shepherds. Kings with gifts. These and other colorful details dress up the festivities we Christians play out year after year. The Nativity Story collects several different versions of what may or may not have actually happened into one seamless pageant. It brings to children, and to childlike hearts, a sense of wonder and joy.

Meanwhile, it stirs up a great deal of controversy, among Christians and non-Christians, too. God coming to earth in person—in a person?

Christian scriptures tell us: “God is Spirit, and those who worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.” As one hymn puts it, “Immortal, invisible God only wise, in light inaccessible, hid from our eyes.”

God is not a person. What is this thing about Christmas?

In the beginning, something (call it Spirit) prevailed over nothing and everything began to take on substance. Sound and hearing, light and eyes, breath and life. One wouldn’t exist without the other, right? The universe was made for people, and people for the universe.

Furthermore, as the story goes, “In His own image, created he them, man and woman.”

Wait! In his own image? What image?

Conventional pronoun aside, God doesn’t have eyes, ears, hands, or feet, or any other physical qualities. God isn’t a body, doesn’t have a body.

But how could people comprehend the Spirit God except through our senses and our stories? How could we get past the limitation of our bodies?

To my way of thinking, Christianity is a kind of reverse engineering.

Jesus, born human, is the consummate expression of who and how we were created to be as human beings in the image of the image-less God. We, like Jesus, are creatures of both body and Spirit. Associating ourselves with Jesus in the sacramental framework of religion is a pretty good way to discover and appreciate the wonders of our universe and the meaning of our lives within it. Human beings as spirit are connected to each other as a single body is connected, to protect, enable, activate (feed, clothe, heal, educate) every member of our being.

As another hymn affirms, “We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord…and we pray that our unity may someday be restored….They will know we are Christians by our love….”

Children, it’s that simple.  May it be so.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS?

November 28, 2020

WASHINGTON The Justice Department is quietly amending its execution protocols, no longer requiring federal death sentences to be carried out by lethal injection and clearing the way to use other methods like firing squads and poison gas.

Now that the turkey is cooked, picked, and packed away as leftovers, we can get on with normal life in the United States of executions.  That is, after seventeen years of holding condemned persons in a hellish stay, the Justice Department has proceeded with killing them under the aegis of the outgoing administration.  I mean, why wait another second to murder these criminals, after seventeen years of anticipation?  And why not use poison gas?

Eighty million citizens (so far) have agreed that the current administration has failed.  Eighty million Americans want somebody else to be responsible for agencies like the Justice Department.  Eighty million people realize that monsters are running amok in Washington, and not just in the White House.  Eighty million of us stand aghast as the incumbent pardons a person who egregiously lied to us and our federal legislators and the FBI, while at the same time authorizes the death of prisoners whose cases he probably never heard of, let alone thoughtfully considered.

But let’s not argue the details of the present moment. 

Let’s get ahead of the fundamental issue:  the death penalty itself.

Presbyterian theology, which I nominally ascribe to, hangs its hat partly on doctrines laid down by the sixteenth century French theologian John Calvin.  Among these was his description of human beings as utterly depraved.  Unfortunately, this theology has infected American consciousness since the Pilgrims, those folks who allegedly brought us Thanksgiving and, probably, the death penalty for things like witchcraft.

Isn’t it time we applied a more godly view to our assessment of humanity?  The God I worship declared all creation “good” to begin with, including people.  When the original pair screwed up, according to the story, they did not die.  They got a second chance, with the “punishment” of working out how to live in a world of suffering.  Can we not find a way to apply this redemption to our fellow human beings, no matter the “screw-up” involved?

When it comes down to it, who has caused more death in our country: the person convicted of murdering another person, or the persons responsible for the deaths of millions by hunger, hopelessness, and lack of health care?

Eighty million Americans have decided to kick out a death-dealer in the White House.  Now let’s see about reworking our judgments concerning the real criminals against our civil life.

Let’s begin by eliminating the death penalty for lesser offenders.

BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE

Think we’ve got a few issues on our collective plate these days? In the community, the nation, and the planet, conflict and catastrophe prevail. I don’t have to enumerate the disasters, some generated by nature and many by human obstinacy. We’re all grieving night and day.

Now that the holiday season has arrived, a traditional time for gratitude and charity, the mailboxes, e-and snail, bring loads of daily reminders that suffering begs a response from me–generously, immediately, AGAIN if I happen to be on their donor list already. I’m glad to say that not so many of these pleadings have to do with politics anymore. That’s suffering of a different order.  No matter how much I give and to what, I still have those drop-in-the-bucket misgivings.

This morning’s Celebrity Cypher, a decoding puzzle I like to figure out, triggered the reflections that follow. Here’s the quote, from revered musician B. B. King: “I don’t care for the music when they’re talking bad about women…women are God’s greatest gift to the planet.”

Talking bad about women. Yes. And how about abusing, subjugating, enslaving, ignoring, buying and selling, devaluing, disenfranchising, and (you name the way) by which all cultures of the world (I won’t say men) relegate women to secondary-human status. You think the idea of “the weaker sex” no longer exists?

In today’s Kansas City STAR, I learn that my state, Missouri, has the second highest number in the nation of women murdered by men, half the time with guns. Many of these murders occur within a domestic relationship. Efforts to deprive abusive men of their weapons have been thwarted by the state legislature. Thompson and Willis [advocates for protection for women and children in Springfield] said “legislators in Missouri have been reluctant to move toward stricter policies out of a misguided belief that victims exaggerate and lie about their abuse.”

Talking bad about women? Yes, that is still fully accepted in the Men’s Club, which often includes legislatures, courts of law, executive suites, and neighborhood bars. Do women talk trash—and worse—against men? Oh yes. But where’s the power?

I’ve been on the planet for only 74 years. In that short time, my experience holds evidence that progress has been made: huge things like being able to get a credit card in my own name, even though married. I made a pretty big stink about that with a major department store back in 1970. Bigger issues, however, still prevail, such as workplace compensation and health care equity. Women have made considerable progress in politics where our votes and the ability to give money advance our power. What about the economic discrepancies revealed in caregiving professions, education, and child care roles traditionally relegated to women?

Deep down in the innards of human nature, a flawed separation continues in effect around the world. Evolution is too slow. If I could claim one God-like power, it would be this: Make men and women in the same image, undivided, created as one for the ongoing advancement of the universe. By some lights, that’s how things were supposed to be.

Talking bad about women. If ever there was an Original Sin, that’s it.

I DON’T WANT TO LISTEN

What are they feeling, the people who voted for the incumbent?

Those of us who did not, if I may be an example, felt at the moment of “victory” a great weight of despair lift from our hearts–the very light, if not a lightning strike, of hope in the darkness.

But look. According to the vote count, my group of “we the people” is only a few million more than half the voters this time. Nearly equal millions of my fellow citizens believed that the incumbent represented their best hopes for the country, and perhaps the deepest values in their hearts. I find this beyond troubling.

This is a time to listen to them, I say to myself. But I don’t want to.

I don’t want to hear that transparent lying is acceptable from the nation’s executive. I don’t want to hear that criminal self-dealing is no big deal in the White House. I don’t want to hear that ignorance is somehow more honorable and sincere than science, or that violence has a place in our political process. There’s so much I don’t want to hear from people who seem to embrace a worldview so different from mine.

What am I not hearing? What do “they” want?

This huge nation, never imagined by the so-called Founding Fathers, has divided itself into countless categories of self-interest: urban v rural, white v black, women v men, coastal v central, college v high school, liberal v conservative v progressive, and libertarians besides, religion v other religion v no religion.

Then, because what it comes down to is not just “What does everyone want?” but more significantly, “Who’s going to pay for it?” we must add haves v have nots.

Finally, from my Christian perspective, I observe yet another division: Love thy neighbor v Hate thine enemies.

In the past four years, we’ve learned, if nothing else, that the loudest. meanest, most outrageous voice can win. Will the quieter, kinder, compassionate voice have a chance? Even better, will the many, many voices that have never been heard before stand forth now and become the family of a better, greater nation?

We are not all alike. But we all need to go back to the kindergarten lesson of sharing. With all its resources and opportunities on the table, the United States of America has more than enough for everybody.

Is that something all of us can ever agree on?

STARK CHOICE

Is it going to be about love or hate? Facts or lies? Everything for a price or priceless values? The choice of leadership before us breaks down clean and clear just like that.

I’ve always lived by the admonition, “Whatever you own owns you.” Obviously that applies to things: homes, cars, digital devices, clothing, and anything else that requires maintenance and, eventually, replacement. It may also apply to other kinds of commitment: to people (friends, spouses, children) and to social relationships (religious or spiritual affiliation, organization memberships). Each and every one of our commitments owns us. It’s important to choose mindfully.

Of course, nobody gets to choose their birth family. Some of us get better options right from the beginning. For those people, the menu of possible commitments at first appears vast and confusing. Later on, part of maturity is realizing that choices do not remain endlessly open. With every commitment we make, the menu gets smaller and the chance to change our minds diminishes, until we run out of time. For me, an early commitment never to give birth changed the menu for the rest of my life. Enhanced or diminished? I have no way of knowing for sure.

With all this choosing available in our so-called free country, I have come to resist, and even resent, one particular feature of American life: What is actually up for sale is ME. My heart breaks at the amount of money spent on advertising, on the algorithms aimed at capturing my eyeballs and my brain. This marketing of me is almost inescapable, no matter how many ways I try to shut it out. All sources of information, all social affiliations, seem to come with a DONATE button. My power as a person resides, it seems, in being money that someone or something wants to lay claim to. Without money, I might as well not exist in this milieu of owning and being owned.

What owns me today? Who owns me today? Conspicuously, as election day looms, my country does. My entire life is on the block. And so is yours.

I have an obligation to my country and to my fellow citizens to resist being bought, and especially to being sold, by the U. S. Government. Government is commanded by the Constitution to “promote the general welfare,” not to sell our common needs to the highest private bidder. Clean air, accessible water, energy, communications networks, transportation, health care, nature preserves, bridges, and roads are all part of the general welfare we support with our commitment to each other as a country. So is military defense. None of this should be for sale to some entity less than all of us together.

A government that works for all of us together must be built on nothing less than love: love for humanity, for justice, for the opportunity of choice. A government that works for all of us must be built on facts, data, investigation, research, honesty, transparency. A government that works for all of us asks the question What is right? not Who can profit? A government that works for all of us does not discard any of us.

Is that kind of government “too expensive”? What about a government owned by entities other than “we the people”? If that were to happen, citizens like you and me would become persons to be bought and sold, another name for which is…